Tuesday, December 9, 2008

(no more boarding calls)

My favorites from the last few shows. I'm getting better, but it still mostly depends on what kind of light it is, and who the light is mostly on. Usually it's Sean, so I end up with a billion decent pictures of him and blurry dark messes of everyone else.

From Madison, 12/06...




Forgive Durden in Omaha, 12/07...





Empires in Omaha...



Friday, December 5, 2008

Friday, November 7, 2008

(where i've been)


A few weeks ago in Iowa City, while Tom Conrad looked at me and the person who's become one of my closest friends in the past year like we were crazy for showing up, I said, "It's not just for your band, you know. I'm getting to go places I've never been before!". And it's true, true, true. Now every few weeks I get the roadtrip bug and just want to get in my car and drive. Fortunately for Speedway's profits, there's been someplace to go every few weeks. (I was really excited when gas prices dropped below $3/gallon here.)



Up until August, I was keeping a running list of all the shows I've been to. It's so much longer than I ever thought it would be when I started keeping track. From shows I went to because part of me needed to go, like Jeff Tweedy's solo show at the Vic Theater, where he sang two songs without the PA and it was so silent everyone could hear (because people who pay $100 to see something like that know how to behave), to shows I went to just for the hell of it, like Gym Class Heroes at Park West, there has been something amazing at all of them. Even when there have been stupid people in the crowd, or opening bands that fail to impress, there's been something amazing at every. Single. One.

So here's the full list so far:

  • 1/26: Jeff Tweedy @ the Vic Theater / Chicago, IL
  • 1/27: Empires @ the Beat Kitchen / Chicago, IL
  • 1/31: The Cab, Metro Station, We the Kings, Cobra Starship @ The Rave / Milwaukee, WI
  • 2/15: Wilco @ the Riviera / Chicago, IL
  • 2/16: wilco @ the Riviera / Chicago, IL
  • 2/18: wilco @ the Riviera / Chicago, IL
  • 2/19: wilco @ the Riviera / Chicago, IL
  • 2/20: wilco @ the Riviera / Chicago, IL
  • 3/5: Empires @ the Metro / Chicago, IL
  • 3/18: This is Me smiling, Debello, The Hush Sound @ the Beat Kitchen / Chicago, IL
  • 3/20: Empires & the Ting Tings @ AV-Aerie / Chicago, IL
  • 4/6: Bang on a Can All-Star with Glenn Kotche @ Pick-Staiger Concert Hall / Evanston, IL
  • 4/10: Gym Class Heroes @ Park West / Chicago, IL
  • 4/11: Beardog, Empires, Mark Rose @ the Beat Kitchen / Chicago, IL
  • 4/14: Charlotte Sometimes, The Cab, Valencia (and random Mark Rose), We the Kings @ the House Cafe / DeKalb, IL
  • 5/14: The Cab @ Beaumont Club / Kansas City, KS
  • 5/18: Walrus, Empires, Air Traffic @ Reggie's Rock Club / Chicago, IL
  • 5/25: Phantom Planet, The Hush Sound, Motion City Soundtrack, Panic at the Disco @ Eagles Ballroom / Milwaukee, WI
  • 6/4: Jane Vinyl, Made in Hollywood, Chris Gutierrez, Empires @ Subterranean / Chicago, IL
  • 6/10: Empires @ Debonair Social Club / Chicago, IL
  • 6/15: The Fabulous, The Rememberwhens, Beardog, walrus @ Subterranean / Chicago, IL
  • 7/11: Kindle, Apteka, Empires @ the Metro / Chicago, IL
  • 7/13: Empires, Gavin Rossdale @ the House of Blues / Chicago, IL
  • 7/18: The Cab & The Hush Sound @ the Rave / Milwaukee, WI
  • 8/05: Empires (acoustic) @ Angels & Kings / Chicago, IL
  • 8/07: Empires & Mark Rose @ Doug's Rockhouse / Aurora, IL
  • 8/08: Empires & Mark Rose @ the Bluebird / St. Louis, MO
  • 8/09: Walrus, State & Madison @ the Beat Kitchen / Chicago, IL
  • 8/19: Empires & Mark Rose @ the Grog Shop / Cleveland Heights, OH
  • 8/23: Kim Clements, Par Avion, Paper Rival, Empires @ the Beat Kitchen / Chicago, IL
  • 9/26: Mark Rose @ College of DuPage / Glen Ellyn, IL
  • 10/4: Walrus @ Subterranean / Chicago, IL
  • 10/9: Jane Vinyl, Last Fast Action, State & Madison, Mark Rose @ Subterranean / Chicago, IL
  • 10/11: Empires & Mark Rose @ Illini Union Courtyard / Urbana, IL
  • 10/24: Empires & Mark Rose @ the House Cafe / DeKalb, IL
  • 10/25: Empires & Mark Rose @ the Picador / Iowa City, IA
  • 10/26: Rolligator, Par Avion, Mark Rose @ Coffee Nation / Bloomington, IL

    Coming up: Cavashawn tomorrow, three Empires shows with Steel Train, Forgive Durden and Dear and the Headlights next weekend, with a Cab show right after, an Autumn Defense show that I am really excited about (it's two members of Wilco), hopefully making it to the Family Order record release show, some more Empires dates, and Mark Rose at the end of December. Leave me a comment if you're going to any of these things!

    (PS: I take terrible concert pictures, but the one of Dmitri and Charlie is probably my favorite picture I've taken all year.)
  • Friday, October 3, 2008

    Friday, September 12, 2008

    Music things I am enjoying lately:


  • Whiskeytown's Stranger's Almanac. I know it's eleven years old, but if I could only take five albums to a desert island, I think this would be one of them. I'll own up to being a total alt-country fan (like it's not already obvious). Also, I should really buy Heartbreaker one of these days. I have other Ryan Adams albums, but somehow not that one.


  • iTunes 8.0's Genius playlist feature. Maybe it just works well for me because most of what's in my iTunes is in two distinct veins, "things that are kind of Wilco-y" or "things Pete Wentz sells to emo kids" (and the slight offshoot of "bands that play shows with Empires"), so almost everything from one group or the other seems to go together. But everything it put together last night seemed to work pretty well.



    Things that I wish worked together:


  • Last.FM, FineTune and Pandora. If Last.Fm could track what I play on FineTune and Pandora, I would be really happy, since I have this obsessive need to count everything I play.



    Food things I am enjoying lately:


  • Vegetarian chili from Beans & Barley. Spicy but not overwhelming and tastes just like I remember chili tasting when I still ate meat. I need to figure out their recipe, or at least a reasonable facsimile.


    What are you enjoying lately?
  • Wednesday, August 13, 2008

    (acres of opportunity)

    For today, just a quote...


    The world is so huge that people are always getting lost in it. There are too many ideas and things and people, too many directions to go. I was starting to believe that the reason it matters to care passionately about something is that it whittles the world to a more manageable size. It makes the world seem not huge and empty but full of possibility. If I had been an orchid hunter I wouldn't have seen this space as sad-making and vacant -- I think I would have seen it as acres of opportunity where the things I loved were waiting to be found.


    from Susan Orlean's The Orchid Thief.

    Sunday, July 27, 2008

    close your eyes, and feel what is happening




    Six months ago today, I went to the Beat Kitchen in Chicago to see a band that I'd only heard of three weeks before. I had friends online who were fans of the guitarist's previous band, and they were raving about his new band. And it was an excuse to meet up with people I hadn't seen in years and people I'd gotten to be friends with online but had never met in person. I didn't really know much about the band I was going to see, outside of giving the songs on their MySpace a couple listens before I headed out for the show. (I was more worried about standing in line alone in the January cold to see Jeff Tweedy, which was the day before. I'll tell that story some other time.)

    That band was Empires.

    To be honest, I don't remember much of their set except for the photographers shoving past me the whole time and thinking that the bass player was not listed on their MySpace. But they were good enough that I kept checking back to see if they were playing again somewhere else, and a month later, they played the Metro. Two weeks after that, they performed at a charity program at AV-Aerie, and I managed to make conversation with everyone in the band. It was pretty ridiculous how nice they all were, and somehow they are even nicer three months later. Does it help that they know me now? I don't know.

    As of today, I've been to nine of their ten shows. Two weeks ago, they opened for Gavin Rossdale at the House of Blues in Chicago sounding their best yet, and looking more comfortable on stage than I've ever seen them before - and in front of a crowd that, for once, wasn't really there for them. When that curtain went up and they launched into "Spit the Dark" in front of that famous House of Blues backdrop, my heart was in my throat. But they seemed to win at least some folks over, judging from how many people stopped by the merchandise table once Rossdale's set had finished.

    I've spent a lot of time trying to put into words exactly how Empires has changed my life. It's such a foolish-sounding thing to say about a band, you know? But in the last six months, I have gone places I never thought I'd go - and not just for them. I've met people I never thought I would meet, and I've made some seriously amazing friends. I've had conversations I never thought I would have. I've stood in the front row for other bands that hardly anyone has ever heard of and danced until I felt like I would fall over. And I am just not the same person I was in January. (I didn't dance, okay?)

    And I have experienced such kindness. Not only from Sean, Tom, Max, Al and Ryan, and their friends and family, but from the people I've met going to their shows. There's something amazing about being in line with twenty people and knowing all their names because this is where you've met them before, half a dozen times. It never gets boring when there's that many people to pass the time with. (After Wilco, I know all about being bored in line. I had it down to an art form. Bring a book you don't care about losing.)

    In May, Empires posted their first record Howl as a free download from their website. In one week, it logged fifteen thousand downloads from all over the world. Nope, that was not a typo. Fifteen thousand. And it wasn't an album they intended to make. It was a collection of demos that, the more they worked on them, formed themselves into an album. And for the most part, I think they did it in Max's basement. (I hope I'm not giving away any secrets there.) And it's not like it's perfect. It's raw and kind of jagged and so young (which, well, they are young and no one over the age of 25 touched this record) and not polished at all, and I love it with all my heart for exactly those reasons. And it's weird. I enjoy that as well.

    Free fall with me to open up, to open up. I feel like that is an amazing sentiment to open the album with. Follow us down this path. It's not pretty, it's not soft or polished or even all that nice. It's dark and sometimes kind of mean and there are songs that hurt, songs that say things like If it ain't your love, I want blood from you, things about people being destructive together, things about hell and cheating and books and novels and movies.

    If you're reading this and you haven't heard it yet, go now.

    Empires are going on tour with Mark Rose for two weeks, starting August 7th in Aurora, IL at Doug's Rockhouse. They're hitting Missouri (St. Louis @ the Bluebird), Indiana (Highland @ Woodmar Methodist Church), Ohio (Toledo @ Frankie's, and some yet-to-be-posted place in Cleveland Heights when they swing back through), Pennsylvania (Pittsburgh @ Garfield Artworks, Altoona @ Jaggard UMC, and Philadelphia @ the Fire), New Jersey (Hoboken @ Maxwell's), Maryland (Baltimore @ Ottobar), New York (Amityville @ Village Pub South). Mark Rose was formerly in Spitalfield, and he's also a very sweet guy and an excellent musician, so if you go to any of these shows for Empires, please stay for Mark. And tell him thanks for me, for letting slip most of the tour dates before they were posted.

    If someone would have said to me after the first show, "Molly, this band will change your life. You will drive to strange shady places in Chicago and pick up people you've never met from the internet and then one day you'll turn around in the drink line and Empires' drummer will be standing there and you'll talk to him," I would have laughed in your face and said that I'd never be able to do that. But it happened. I think going to see Empires the first time was the first really spontaneous, throw-caution-to-the-wind choice I had made in a long time, since there was like a week between when I found out about the concert and when the concert was. And somehow I have just kept on doing it, all for this band. When I said my goal for 2008 was to get out and do stuff, I did not expect things like this.

    It's only been six months. I'm excited for what's next.

    Thursday, July 24, 2008

    mushroom risotto

    My first food post!

    This is what I made last night for my parents (my mom has cancer, so I make dinner over there occasionally - it's always an experiment since my cooking skills are fairly lacking), it fed four of us and there was some left over.

    You need: butter (or your favorite substitute), olive oil, an onion, arborio rice (one cup), fresh mushrooms (I used two whole packages, one white mushrooms and one baby bella mushrooms), some sort of broth (several cups, at least four), seasonings to taste

    Saute your choice amount of white onion in combination olive oil/butter. I used 3/4ths of a large onion, and 1/2 a stick of Smart Balance and a tablespoon olive oil. I let it cook for a few minutes, until it was all soft and translucent.

    Before I started the onion, I heated several cups of water in the microwave and added two veggie bouillon cubes, two bay leaves, and four dried Shiitake mushrooms. Microwaved it another few minutes and then let it sit to steep. (The broth has to be hot when you add it to the rice.)

    In a separate pan, melt a little butter or warm some olive oil with about a clove of chopped garlic. Add the mushrooms and let them cook down while you make the rice. It took me about half the time the rice did, so I just turned off the burner when the mushrooms were done.

    When the onion is done, add a cup of the rice and cook (keep stirring) for about 3-4 minutes. Then a splash of white wine (optional), just enough that you can smell it, and then start adding your broth at the rate of about a half-cup to a cup at a time (keep stirring, don't stop yet). I just poured some in, let it cook in, and then added more. You want it to be almost entirely absorbed before you add the next cup, but it won't look like regular cooked rice. The constant stirring releases some of the starch so it gets creamy.

    Keep adding broth and stirring it in until the rice is cooked. It will take, at the very least, twenty minutes. Both times I've made risotto, it's taken a lot more than twenty minutes. During this time, I added salt, pepper, a dash of chili powder, and some dried basil.

    When the rice is cooked through and almost all the liquid has been absorbed, stir in the mushrooms and you're done!

    I grated some parmesan on mine and also sprinkled just a little bit of crumbled goat cheese. My dad and I ate ours with some baby spinach that I wilted down with a little olive oil, salt and pepper. It cut the richness of the risotto just a bit.

    Traditionally, butter and/or some cream are stirred in at the end, but this was certainly rich and creamy enough for me. Next time, I want to try using saffron.

    Wednesday, July 16, 2008

    miscellanea, etc.

    I now know the secret to being in the front row at The House of Blues, although it means having the camera on your face the whole show. Not so down with that. But I was only there for the opener, so hopefully they did not run the cameras for that.

    Some bands you should check out, especially live if you can get to them:

    Empires: Five dudes from the suburbs. With a free record here. (There will be another entry about them sometime.)
    Walrus: Four dudes and one awesome gal. Not from the 'burbs, they want you to know!
    Jane Vinyl: I tried to get them to play the bowling alley, but they weren't down with that.
    Kindle: Any band that can rock three drummers in one song, I have to link to.

    Thursday, June 19, 2008

    what you once were


    I am fortunate enough to live almost smack-dab in the middle of two major metropolitan areas. Well, one takes a little longer to get to than the other - thanks, I-94 rebuild/widening/whatever! Illinois even expects we'll go 45 mph in the express lane, to which there is no other response but "hahahahaha, nice try". (But oh, it is always a bad sign when people brake to merge into the express lane.)

    Thanks to living where I do, I can almost always find some sort of musical event to attend, and usually for less than I spend in gas to get to the venue. I guess that's kind of a plus, right?

    Earlier this year,
    Wilco played five nights at the Riviera Theater in Chicago and by wearing my lucky sweater and clutching an ugly plastic Jeff Tweedy doll - yes, they exist - as I refreshed Ticketmaster, I somehow managed to score the five-night package. And by "score", I mean "spend almost $200 on concert tickets in less than five minutes".

    Before this, I'd been kind of wary of driving to Chicago. Tolls are expensive! Where would I park my car? How much would I have to pay to park my car? But Wilco has been one of my favorite bands for years and I had never seen them in their hometown. So I was getting over my fear of going to Chicago alone, and doing it.

    I put 625 miles on my car driving to and from the Riv. I spent $100 on gas, $70 on parking, and $15 in hand-and-foot warmers so that I could stand in line. I spent eight and a half hours standing in line, and it was freezing. I met a lot of amazing people, folks who offered to share their blankets and hand-warmers and snacks (and one homeless dude who offered everyone a shot of from a bottle of Jaeger - who knows what was actually in the bottle). I talked to people who had flown across the country just for the shows, people who were not used to freezing their asses off on a windy Chicago street corner. At least there was a Starbucks across the street and a Borders down the block, I think we were half their business for those five days.

    The idea behind the Residency shows was for Wilco to play every song from their studio albums: A.M., Being There, Summerteeth, Yankee Hotel Foxtrot, A Ghost is Born and Sky Blue Sky. And they did it all, even the things that Jeff Tweedy kind of whined a little about having to perform, such as "I Thought I Held You" where he kind of laughed at himself during "I'm like a songwriter / you're the reason I've run out / run out of metaphors" part. There was also a healthy amount of material from the Mermaid Avenue albums, and a smattering of b-sides like "Magazine Called Sunset" and "Bob Dylan's 49th Beard".

    Altogether, I watched fifteen hours' worth of Wilco performing over those five nights. It was worth every second of driving and every second spent in the cold to be in the front row for two nights, even if my face did end up on the official Wilco website looking like someone had smacked me around with a glacier. It was worth it because I got to hear songs that they had never performed, and songs they've never performed with the current lineup, and songs that they might not ever play again.


    Plus, hometown energy is amazing. There's just something about the entire audience breaking into applause during "Via Chicago", or the crowd shouting along with the lone chorus in "I Am Trying to Break Your Heart":

    I am trying to break your heart,
    I am trying to break your heart,
    But still I'd be lying if I said it wasn't easy,
    I am trying to break your heart.

    And that's the epitome of a good concert, to me. In two hours, the band breaks your heart... but they put it back together again, too.